Tina – Page 4 – Temperamentally Tina

Is there a way to count mistakes.

Is there a way to count mistakes to measure them to calculate in that of fact? We have this civilization these laws within boundarieslines on a map taken and fought each part with a set of lawsto referenceto determine our safety carried off by that of power is that fact? I think of mistakesand IContinue reading “Is there a way to count mistakes.”

There is…

There is death there is not feeling there is not thinking. Or there is this the constant pain of guilt of what am I doing wrongliving in a world amongst the mental types that feel only for themselves only for their thoughts taking and claiming it’s the right thing the right thing. It feels painfulContinue reading “There is…”

I do not know.

I don’t know if you can solve itif I can fix itif we can change itif that person knows if that persons solution is the best I don’t know. I’m not sure if life is wrongor if the human condition can be without flaw isn’t that what we are a flaw in lifethinking to giveContinue reading “I do not know.”

Holding the emotions like a pool of water.

Are we just a container holding the emotions like a pool of watersensitive to drillsaging in rustseveral holesand we will leak? I’ve applied the tapeover the years the stickiness has proven to be mediocre letting loose the emotions bursta little happydissolves within the murky water. The anger hiding in the water it turneda murky redIContinue reading “Holding the emotions like a pool of water.”

the perfect love

There isn’t the perfect life The perfect place to sit and listenthe perfect place to cuddle inthe perfect place to feel there isn’t there is life this living part of us. There is a placewe sitwe listen we argue it outI close my ears upas I think of the wordsand we feel unheard angered atContinue reading “the perfect love”

Life isn’t unfair.

Life isn’t unfairlife is unbiased. Human beings we wither within right and justifiedwrong and revengeful. Life just does it doesn’t determine perfect timing it just doesit makes mistakesmisses pieces of codesbecause it doesit doesn’t pick. We (humans) dive within trying to find links we separate ourselves out life just does it just exists as oneContinue reading “Life isn’t unfair.”

You over took your share?

I get so frustrated so angryso overwhelmed by lifeand I think why am I upsetwhy am I shouting I’m happy then why? Then I break a moment of quietmy thoughts buzz it awaylike billions of beesand my ears they stingas if the wordsare coming form outsideno, they’re in here this anger it’s me. I mustContinue reading “You over took your share?”

Did you quit?

Any of this is living you’re breathing right? You tried and you failed did you thoughdid you put it all in did you? If you died right now would you die knowing you did you wrote your most you created everythingthat could be plucked out of that little brain of yours did you? Can youContinue reading “Did you quit?”

Don’t quit

You feel pain right nowyou feel uncertainty you feel exhausted as if the serpent itselfhas lifted its head out of the drainslipping within the holes of you wrapping its body amongst that pink squishy part of youleaving only the wordsquit, submitbut wait what if you do and what if you’re wrong what if there isContinue reading “Don’t quit”

You feel mad right now

So you feel mad right nowand later it’s the samethat boiling sensation within youall your thoughtsall your wantsscreaming outto the surface it burns spit burns flesh and you keep because everything needs to listen everything needs to know because your feeling itand it hurtsthe temper is splitting from youentering their skinthrough the wounds of theContinue reading “You feel mad right now”