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Nothing but this body.

I will be here and in my death I won’t be there I’ll be the ashes in the airand not a soul left behind because I am nothing but this body you seeburning of this flesh the ashes swarming I’ll be everywhereand nowhere because I’ll be nothing as the wind gathers me whipping me aboutmy…

Unique, the experience of life.

I have a difficult time being ok with it with most of it I wake up because I’m alive I’d rather stay asleep although to stop dreaming is incomprehensible to my brain how could I not exist I wouldn’t knowthe brain would stop and it would all stop?It’s that ideathat theory that beliefthat when my…

I thought it would disappear.

I thought it would disappear way deep inside me and at this I’d be different more comfortable less in a panic able to listen in group settingswithout my ears over heating and my brain glitching only it isn’t I’m still like this only now I can accept it and accept that others will make judgement…

I just have thoughts.

I don’t want to be crude I just have thoughts and I think a lot and I’m not the type to enjoy tradition I just can’t dosimply because people have. I don’t believe in GODand I don’t wan to be blessed during every transaction and I don’t want to smilebecause it makes you feel comfort…

Intelligence

Intelligence is the ability to eat knowledge digesting itand storing it within the brain.Each bite you takethe body breaks down sending the nutrition straight to the bossand that bosshelpless as it isconfined in its boned cageit isn’t aware of poison even if it is it struggles to rid of it. All the knowledge seepswith all…

I’ll write it.

I’ll write it because if I speak it I’ll forget it I’ll twist itI’ll ignore you because I’ll be worried you won’t hear me I’ll speak over I’ll speak louderso I’d rather write it down I’m frustrated always and it’s not you it’s just my mind the way it thinks I can’t leave it behind…

There is a heart it beats.

There is a heartit beatsand pushesit does its workforced by the bossthat is often over thought compressed within a prison of bone it hurts as it expands it can’t taking in information it rids of it words shreddedas others retained the truth isn’t because the brain it takes in and lets out retaining everything would…

There is no point.

There is no point there are only lines off in all directions you an step a foot offand keep on walking never hitting a point in which an answer is given that’ll explain all thisthe reason for your thoughts the reason that it all existsit just doescould that be and there is no point it’ll…

These two eyes.

Two feet upon a rockin which these two eyescannot see all at oncejust a small part of rock and looking up there is skyand looking down there is grass.I see human touch roads paved in cement houses leaking heatfeeling claustrophobic confined hereconfined by lawsconfined by human touch confined by human needconfined by human greed.I feel…

I want to know life.

I want to know it I want to understand it I want to explain itI want to know lifeand I want to know death not the interpretation of it not the idea not in theory I want to know itto understand it to have a tangible thought not a billion of wordsthat make up theories…

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