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This human thing is killing me.
I just feellike to much is in my headand I can’t cry it all outand I don’t feel like being this human thing that I am I feel it’s disgusting a monstrous condition to be. I’m always thinking of how to be politeof how to be safeof how not to fuck upand I’m always failingContinue reading “This human thing is killing me.”
Is this reality?
Is this reality or is this the fictionalized realmthat we’ve projected in our deaths? A collective unitlives playing on screens and the thoughts we think they’re that of everything that’s why I worry that’s why we go insane because that is sanity realizing reality isn’t this. I spent every thought trying to understand everything tryingContinue reading “Is this reality?”
I can’t be this environment.
I can’t be this environmentI can’ttake off my skin and let the soul be freeto meet its placeabove in paradise or below in an eternity of torture I can’t be just another name to be praised I’m notI’ve never been the kindness person the prettiest person the perfect person I’m not I haven’t beenand IContinue reading “I can’t be this environment.”
Human
Humanwe try to define ittry to separate ittry to categorize it try to define it. Human is humanif it breathes if it thinks anatomically it is human. We separate classify it disassociate aspects as if this human is better than that human any human that breathes any human alive is using resources is conducting mistakesContinue reading “Human”
I can’t keep awake.
I can’t keep awakeand when I am I can’t keep my mind in placeit runs fastand it stops my ears from listening because the thoughts it thinksare quickand rarely stopping. When I’m asleepit stays busycreating dreamsplaying beneath my eyelidsand I can’t stay wakecan’t keep myself thinking with purposerather my brain changes the thoughtand writes outContinue reading “I can’t keep awake.”
There isn’t my best.
There isn’t my bestthere is just a portion that triesa part that keeps doing thingskeeps waking in the morningkeeps forcing me to sleep keeps forcing me to eatthere isn’t my bestjust a portion that tries. A portion that combines wordshit up against the other portion that hates structurethat hates authoritythat hates any that tells meContinue reading “There isn’t my best.”
My brain is drowning.
My brain is drowning within this age of knowledgethe information is pulling itweighting it down it cannot come up it’s forgetting the automatic tasksbreathe it tells the lungsit had forgotten. Opinions are spitting aboutand the facts can’t counter enough blocking a few particlesas the others entermy brain is drowning within all the saliva flinging fromContinue reading “My brain is drowning.”
As if my brain has shut off.
I’m never certain often feeling out as if my brain has shut off the part that relates to everyone else. A quick click a face pops upa few lines about parenting about the dos and don’ts and it all feels offfar from a place I can attach. Schools don’t foster potential or bring about aContinue reading “As if my brain has shut off.”
Expectations
Expectations shorten usdisplaces our happiness and changes what we could be. Expectations how long to finish a task how quickly to speak how many words we shall know how well we should write. Expectations quitting before we finish because of the limits we put upon ourselves what we expect to what it could be andContinue reading “Expectations”
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