You just keep trying to smile.

You are breathingyou know that because you can see it through the cold your hands are turning colors the needles settling in you know you must be alive even if you’ve seen yourself burieda nightmare manifested by the brain to damper the illness. Although the illness is make believe it’s the pressuresthat were invented notContinue reading “You just keep trying to smile.”

Unique, the experience of life.

I have a difficult time being ok with it with most of it I wake up because I’m alive I’d rather stay asleep although to stop dreaming is incomprehensible to my brain how could I not exist I wouldn’t knowthe brain would stop and it would all stop? It’s that ideathat theory that beliefthat whenContinue reading “Unique, the experience of life.”

I thought it would disappear.

I thought it would disappear way deep inside me and at this I’d be different more comfortable less in a panic able to listen in group settingswithout my ears over heating and my brain glitching only it isn’t I’m still like this only now I can accept it and accept that others will make judgementContinue reading “I thought it would disappear.”