life – Temperamentally Tina

You just keep trying to smile.

You are breathingyou know that because you can see it through the cold your hands are turning colors the needles settling in you know you must be alive even if you’ve seen yourself burieda nightmare manifested by the brain to damper the illness. Although the illness is make believe it’s the pressuresthat were invented notContinue reading “You just keep trying to smile.”

I see only pieces.

I see this place. I can’t see alleverything at onceonly pieces although I know of the pain and the discontent because I read itand I can hear in my head certain words being spoken. Although I’m not thereand I can’t be clear why it happened or how it happened reporting what we do it neverContinue reading “I see only pieces.”

Unique, the experience of life.

I have a difficult time being ok with it with most of it I wake up because I’m alive I’d rather stay asleep although to stop dreaming is incomprehensible to my brain how could I not exist I wouldn’t knowthe brain would stop and it would all stop? It’s that ideathat theory that beliefthat whenContinue reading “Unique, the experience of life.”

There is no point.

There is no point there are only lines off in all directions you an step a foot offand keep on walking never hitting a point in which an answer is given that’ll explain all thisthe reason for your thoughts the reason that it all existsit just doescould that be and there is no point it’llContinue reading “There is no point.”

I want to know life.

I want to know it I want to understand it I want to explain itI want to know lifeand I want to know death not the interpretation of it not the idea not in theory I want to know itto understand it to have a tangible thought not a billion of wordsthat make up theoriesContinue reading “I want to know life.”

Dimensional, it a sphere.

There is a circle dimensional it is a sphere afloat out there other bodies drifted their hearts haven’t came in the sun hasn’t reachedhasn’t brought warmth and the life isn’t. That sphere out there living in lifestriving as it fallsas it missesand the minds upon it are thinking how do we escape it? Could theyContinue reading “Dimensional, it a sphere.”

the perfect love

There isn’t the perfect life The perfect place to sit and listenthe perfect place to cuddle inthe perfect place to feel there isn’t there is life this living part of us. There is a placewe sitwe listen we argue it outI close my ears upas I think of the wordsand we feel unheard angered atContinue reading “the perfect love”

Life isn’t unfair.

Life isn’t unfairlife is unbiased. Human beings we wither within right and justifiedwrong and revengeful. Life just does it doesn’t determine perfect timing it just doesit makes mistakesmisses pieces of codesbecause it doesit doesn’t pick. We (humans) dive within trying to find links we separate ourselves out life just does it just exists as oneContinue reading “Life isn’t unfair.”

Don’t quit

You feel pain right nowyou feel uncertainty you feel exhausted as if the serpent itselfhas lifted its head out of the drainslipping within the holes of you wrapping its body amongst that pink squishy part of youleaving only the wordsquit, submitbut wait what if you do and what if you’re wrong what if there isContinue reading “Don’t quit”

Nothing is never happening

What if there is no real rest in death? What if deathis one long day that never ends? The sun is up burning down upon you your eyes are bloodshot and stung after the eyelids were removedbecause those are for resting useless here in deaththe eternal light that never ends. The light goes on andContinue reading “Nothing is never happening”