All these feelingsall the timeall these thoughtsthey just keep coming! My brain is fillingand my lungs can’t filter out all the water my eyes are forming that my skin is taking back inthrough the pores. I just can’t stop it all. I can’t control youI can’t control meI can’t control them. I’m terrified if IContinue reading “For now I’ll keep them home.”
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The fear of living here.
Is a pandemic not a testupon our ability to work in pairs to find answers and share?Rather we talk loudly above each other ripping masks off our faces and spitting at each other out of angerbecause we can’t accept that life before was a total mess.We long for what was and we fight so hardContinue reading “The fear of living here.”
The biggest fear in me.
Death is always a thought away slipping it’s way within the gourmet even the most finest course could be laced with the worst.A dinner of thoughts filling the stomach with force after a breakfast that left the mind in unrest. Trapped in a car thinking of hearts afar what if they stumble a rock inContinue reading “The biggest fear in me.”
The monsters standing about their ant holes.
As we fearthe monsters under our bedsand peeking through our closets,the insects fear the open spaceand the monstersstanding about their ant holes. With one swift kick breaking their life work murdering villages in one stomp as the monster goes back home without the guilt because to them insects are pestsand pests don’t matter. Pests shouldContinue reading “The monsters standing about their ant holes.”
The heart struggles to keep up.
All the fear resides within herea blunt instrument to relieve the tormentthat twists and releases its toxinsthroughout the circulatory system the heart struggles to keep upas the lacrimal glands secrete enough liquid to fill a cupas the lungs gaspbeneath the pressure as they collapse and yet the worries keep piling as the brain continues filingContinue reading “The heart struggles to keep up.”