Tina – Page 12 – Temperamentally Tina

I think

I think.Every second is a thought,every moment is many.I’m changing within each hourbecause these thoughts are bulkyerupting within my mind.My views they start overevery time another speaks.I must rethink,try again.Trying to be politeas I rarely understandrarely graspwhat the many say.I listen I interrupt because I need to speakbefore I forget. Thanks for reading.-Temperamentally Tina

I am guilt.

I know I live within complaint my mind cannot understand what others seewhat others hearwhat others respond to and it sends you within shut downyou don’t want to hear ityou’re not one to drown within a puddle of thoughtsyou’re not one to fill with the angst of another you’re strongermore secure I am guilt that’sContinue reading “I am guilt.”

New is a longing.

Will it ever beas I want it to be?Each word shitterthan the lastand I’m stucknew ideasnever finishedleft partially executed slipping out of the brainthe pages not emptyalthough the words re-read come out pointlessnew is a longing in which keeps me deletingswitching because different is a difficulty in which I’m trying and I’m feeling is impossibleandContinue reading “New is a longing.”

We’re stopping here.

We’re walking backwardsstopping at a stand we bow to the worst of ourselvesthe worst of our pastthe worst of thosethat already hit death we’re becoming themreliving their hateclothing ourselves in their fearwe’re stopping hereand I have no explanation as to why? Why can’t we accept a newnesswhy can’t we live in a world that isContinue reading “We’re stopping here.”

Hard work matters.

I don’t think kindly I often fill of insults and cruel attitudes towards appearanceand body positivity drives me crazybecause hard work matters and tending to your first and foremost home is of importance.Your brain resides within your body and it is who you are and if you neglect the shell that contains that very partContinue reading “Hard work matters.”

Can’t explain itself.

Everything in, everything out.Shaking…The body is feeling. The brain is taking in,the brain is putting out.A response to the environment.Can the body relax?No it can’t,now always not every time.There are many words,many thoughtsand the still the brain can’t explain.It can’t tell the body why,why it feels the stress.It’s overwhelmed and can’t explain itself. Thanks forContinue reading “Can’t explain itself.”

Larger we must gain.

Life shall be largeand homes forever largerexpanding with each breath larger we must gain. Our time it slips and dies encased within the workwe must put in and more we mustwithout enough we cannot collect the interest is minimalwhen your low. I don’t want your hopesI don’t want what I’ve readI don’t want what I’veContinue reading “Larger we must gain.”

I have thoughts I believe to be my owngoing back through conversations whom said it first,me or you? Are we all tied up together speaking wordswriting them downtrying to understand reading through researchI’ve been told the resolveyet I’m now curious on howwhat it felt to find what it felt to live through. The terror ofContinue reading

More Odd Art.

Be it writing a poem, drawing, writing a few lines in a story I’m working on, I’m always trying to create something everyday. I use drawing as a way to calm my mind and not overthink. I just sort of take pencil to paper and whatever happens, happens. Images below are recent drawings I’ve made.Continue reading “More Odd Art.”

It hurts in there.

It hurts in thereI can’t think it fast or enough of itto get rid of the frustration because all those other thoughtsare thrown so quicklyfrom places that are hereand that are theresome of them make believeonly to live in hereand the pain it buildsfilling of conversations that have happenedand haven’t and I’m forgetting my ownContinue reading “It hurts in there.”