I don’t believe in you.

I don’t believe in you.Being honest as I release those words a fear resides within me.What if I’m wrong?And I think oh wellI don’t believe in you.Even if you do exist I don’t have faith in you.I don’t have faith in your choices. I don’t have faith in the desires you’ve createdand I rather notContinue reading “I don’t believe in you.”

Remember to live.

Remember to live!I already existwhy do I need a reminder to live? If I’m breathing by definition I’m living.Now if you’re talking in terms of a fulfilling lifethose terms aren’t equitable.What you view as fulfilling I view as insufferable and what you view as happinessI view as mediocrity and numbing to my mental capacity becauseContinue reading “Remember to live.”

You are self centered.

You are self centered,selfish,and make everything about you. What?And you don’t?Saying those wordsjust speaks to methat you are all that matters.In other words You’re saying I am nothing and my feelingsrate beneath youbecause you are the center of the universe? There you go making it all about you again. Yes I am because I amContinue reading “You are self centered.”

Confined to a couch.

A sickness insideconfined to a couch listening to the tunesof the birds chirping about and the laughterof others at playsinking deeper within the couch a bite upon the cheekand tears they drip as the little creature struggles to speak begging to be set freeanother nibbleand the jailer won’t budgefor the sickness is to greata singleContinue reading “Confined to a couch.”

A comfortable zone.

50% the efforta comfortable zone to fit myself within enough effort to finish a task and I break awayallowing myself within the worlds residing in my brain.The buildings growing larger built and destroyed within minutes switching and changing with my moodswhich rapidly change. Development has large plansthat I must fill here in my home base.TheContinue reading “A comfortable zone.”

A sickness inside.

It started off as an invasionships in the shape of opinions carrying words as cargomissiles shot offloaded of angst and hostility. Through the openings the missiles created the ships entered allowing the habitants to wanderoff the boats they went. As they drilled their words internallybusting open the doorsto the place the brain stayedthey began aContinue reading “A sickness inside.”

I’ll deduct it to 25% effort.

Here is 50%if you continue spitting in my faceI’ll deduct it to 25% effort. Half the effort was a successful attempt and your spit filled childish rant is deducting my willingness to serve you.If you continue I may walk outand we already knowhalf the workforce already has. Unmaskedwith your nastinessfilling the airand you expect meContinue reading “I’ll deduct it to 25% effort.”

I ask for water.

Wait, it’s funny to exercise?What your poking fun because I wake upand I burn off the tired fat?Wait, it’s funny to order the lighter option and it’s socially acceptable to eat an entire days worth within one mealif theirs an adult drink at the table?I ask for water.That’s funny water.I thought it’s what our bodiesContinue reading “I ask for water.”