thinking

Thinkingif it is easyit seems as if it isthe lungs just have to breathe the heart just has to pump the brain just needs to keep continue thinking and all the systems will operate right? Yet the lungs are often performing beneathand the heart is quickalmost to quick and in the chestit always achesas theContinue reading “Thinking”

Thinking is painful.

Thinking is painfulmy head is weighted with all the worriesand my body is feeling it the pain of understanding the pain of obligations the pain of the human condition. I think in webs of frustration navigating through thoughts stopping it isn’t blankalthough the thought is worthlessbecause it doesn’t pay the billsthe words don’t change theContinue reading “Thinking is painful.”

Constant thinking.

I think it thoroughly picking out the splintersflicking them back at youwith that thick skin they repel back at meand I’m left feeling prickly and sick with guiltand more thoughtsmore feelings because I can’t escapethe constant thinking.

I’ll love you till I’m dead.

I’ll love you till I’m deadbecause when I’m not thinking I don’t think love is possibleat that point.Till then I’m yours. Thank you for filling the car with gasolinewhen I do I’m covered in gassmelling and to close to a lighterI’ll go up in smoke because the simple tasksof this living world are impossiblefor aContinue reading “I’ll love you till I’m dead.”