write – Temperamentally Tina

We are breathing.

I’m yelling because I’m exhausted I’m crying because it all hurtsmy brain is overloaded and my eyes are stinging from the tears that wallow in and it’s a shallow pool I’m drowning in they thoughts they keep on breeding I’m a failure it surfaces so often the feeling of never accomplishing or never finishing ofContinue reading “We are breathing.”

I’ll write it.

I’ll write it because if I speak it I’ll forget it I’ll twist itI’ll ignore you because I’ll be worried you won’t hear me I’ll speak over I’ll speak louderso I’d rather write it down I’m frustrated always and it’s not you it’s just my mind the way it thinks I can’t leave it behindContinue reading “I’ll write it.”

I will focus on now.

I can’t believe I can’t put my thoughtsmy lovemy lifein a boxpackaged for the endtaking out and burning all the partsthat aren’t acceptable I will not worry about afterI will focus on nowand now I know I can’t bowto any of these leaders I cannot give myself even to the smallest I’ve never been onetoContinue reading “I will focus on now.”