Covered by lipstick.

Balls of emotionramped up and waitinga sophisticated thoughtand it unravels quicklystained by the residue of ill soaked lips covered by lipstick to hide their natural pinkish hue because naturalis a feared weaponin the game of economics. Tonight I asked my husband to throw out a word in which I’d incorporate into a poem. He choseContinue reading “Covered by lipstick.”

Handfuls of sweets.

My brain devoursthe daily gossip like handfuls of candies and sweetsand the neurotic receptors twist them aboutlike stomach churning filled of gunk made up of others despair and the laughter that surfaces strikes me down when the rational partsregain control asking “Why are you so petty?”and I bow down to that part of myself shakingContinue reading “Handfuls of sweets.”

My heart can’t adjust to the demands.

“I need this…now!“The words always loudereach time they hit my earsand I’m tiredand my patience is dying with every thoughtand each step takento keep up with demandsand every wordthat slips from megrows crabbierand less relaxedbecause my minds overfilled and my heart can’t adjustto the demandsmy hearts the size of my fistswhich isn’t that largeand somehowContinue reading “My heart can’t adjust to the demands.”

The lights they change.

The lights they change,they flicker,they go out.The stop signs come outand I wait.Looking to my left,my right.I’ve never been the type to command always hesitant and still I am. More just piles on,I pick from the pile a task and another and all the lightsthey flicker. I think if they go out will the tasksContinue reading “The lights they change.”

Picking the quills out.

Open..please I need to tare a few thoughts outwriting them out isn’t working it’s leaving me with a sense of defeat as I’m trappedwithin the constant pressure of never succeeding as I read them and I feel defeated always defeatedalways knowing others have more wordsa larger vocabulary I do notbecause I’m arrogant and I hateContinue reading “Picking the quills out.”

A unrecognizable name.

A unrecognizable name writing out linesthat’ll be skipped overswallowed by a fewspitted outand forgotten.A unrecognizable name because I back in within shelters I feel safe and I open just enough to allow the words to drift out within the windwhirling around with the other leaves falling only to be swept awaywithin a bag and burnedContinue reading “A unrecognizable name.”

As they take off into space.

I’ll live more simple as they take off into spaceI’ll hunker down heresparingly taking the foodfor my family paying the mortgage of a small home as they ride the rocket ship I’ll drive a simple carto and from work home I’ll come back to as they walk off a rocket tears in their eyes asContinue reading “As they take off into space.”