awake – Temperamentally Tina

I can’t keep awake.

I can’t keep awakeand when I am I can’t keep my mind in placeit runs fastand it stops my ears from listening because the thoughts it thinksare quickand rarely stopping. When I’m asleepit stays busycreating dreamsplaying beneath my eyelidsand I can’t stay wakecan’t keep myself thinking with purposerather my brain changes the thoughtand writes outContinue reading “I can’t keep awake.”

Sleeping when awake?

He made his way to the beduncertain of where he stooda fall and he crashed so fastas if the last year never existed as if he had slept one night offturning that into many morecomatose was he?no he wasn’t he had been walking he had been talking he had taken to her long nights inContinue reading “Sleeping when awake?”

Exhaustion fuses the states together.

I feel tiredI’m awakeas parts of me are still fighting for sleep a tiredness sets in and I must be awakeand not sleepand stay awake and not sleep as my body craves sleep I must be awake clicking keys I fall asleepam I awakeam I asleepexhaustion fuses the states together and when I’m asleep I’mContinue reading “Exhaustion fuses the states together.”