I can’t keep awake.

I can’t keep awakeand when I am I can’t keep my mind in placeit runs fastand it stops my ears from listening because the thoughts it thinksare quickand rarely stopping. When I’m asleepit stays busycreating dreamsplaying beneath my eyelidsand I can’t stay wakecan’t keep myself thinking with purposerather my brain changes the thoughtand writes outContinue reading “I can’t keep awake.”

Exhaustion fuses the states together.

I feel tiredI’m awakeas parts of me are still fighting for sleep a tiredness sets in and I must be awakeand not sleepand stay awake and not sleep as my body craves sleep I must be awake clicking keys I fall asleepam I awakeam I asleepexhaustion fuses the states together and when I’m asleep I’mContinue reading “Exhaustion fuses the states together.”