happy – Temperamentally Tina

Look at the time.

I’m not aloneand I’m as happy as I allowfor each happy thought has a coating of gloom because some minds are incapable of smiling all the time.When the world itself is dying and the brain knows it will dieand forgetting that is impossible a fact I cannot erase.Yet there are motivational sayings in which IContinue reading “Look at the time.”

Giving life to Ambivalence.

Anger is their name their fists are enlarged always clutched and ready to target their nemesis happy. Happy is the one with the wide eyes and the dopey look always laughing as if they’ve bathedin a bath of happy oils. Anger with it’s red face and it’s enlarged blood vessels shakes it’s fists “If youContinue reading “Giving life to Ambivalence.”

My happy, I’ll keep that for me.

I don’t often share my happyit belongs to meit’s what I absorb and not let run freeI take it inI keep it for myself. My pain My hateMy anger I want it outdisburse it back to the crowdset it free from myself regulate it regurgitate and feed it to anyone willing to take a pieceContinue reading “My happy, I’ll keep that for me.”

I’m not perfect.

I’m tired of having to ask myself how will everyone interpret this is it safe to share a society of over sensitivityalthough that’s a me thing because I’ve spent most my life quietbecause when I speak I offend not on purpose I’m just honest I forget not everyone is honest and when I create itContinue reading “I’m not perfect.”