I just have thoughts.

I don’t want to be crude
I just have thoughts
and I think a lot
and I’m not the type
to enjoy tradition
I just can’t do
simply because people have.

I don’t believe in GOD
and I don’t wan to be blessed
during every transaction
and I don’t want to smile
because it makes you feel comfort
I’m not comfort
my heart is bathing within toxic fluid
and my eyes when they cry
their tears will eat trough like acid.

I can’t follow the rules
my mind stops
it can’t process
what you can
it screams at me
it stops computing
which could be favorable
I don’t join into hazing
or being crude for the fun of
I’m just a bitchy sort
crude in my way
not that mean sort of group
I wouldn’t lead it
I’m mostly just me.

Thanks for reading.
-Temperamentally Tina