I have a heart.

I have a heart
with extra fatty tissue
it won’t kill me
that’s my life motto
something isn’t right
as the doctors state
it won’t kill you.

My heart struggles
fast beats
the more my brain
holds and retains
the harder the struggle
and the lungs have a small capacity
to retain all the insanity
created by the outward factors.

I struggle for air
and I think do I need it
could I survive
with the windows kept tight
would I suffocate on my own thoughts
submerging so far inside myself
that all they see is a coma patient?

Thanks for reading.
-Temperamentally Tina