because I am breathing
because my heart is still pumping
and with that I’m able to think
because my brain is still intact.
What happens if it isn’t?
If I’m comatose
I’d still be alive right?
My brain would still be thinking,
only I’d be dreaming on the constant
and I think does my life then matter
is it better to be asleep
in a world I control.
Is that better than death itself
or is that worst?
That my body sleeps
as the ones I love continue
with a mom on a monitor
and I suppose it’d be best
to pull the plug
for their sake,
and again I suppose it doesn’t matter
because in a sense
I would have already passed.
Thanks for reading.