Cascading through existence.

At this moment
I’m breathing
at this moment
I’m here
at this moment I’m living
two minutes my lungs could quit
choke up
at this moment
I’m breathing
till I’m not
till I’m gasping
and the air cannot be reached
and this life it stops
and if I am a soul
I’d drift
lifeless
waste less
in the void
it’s horrific
a thought
that it never ends
cascading throughout existence
yet not existing
it’s a thought
that stalls my mind
that keeps me living
that keeps me trying
that keeps me wanting
because if this isn’t it
I’ll never be ready
for what is after.

Thanks for reading.
-Temperamentally Tina